Shameful

Teddy come,
Let me hold you
I’ll protect you.

Hush now
Don’t say a word
Hush now
Lets hide from the world

Don’t say a word.
Under the covers we hide
Your hands over your beaded eyes
Pillows and more over your soft ears
Lets pretend we have no fear

Under these blankets we are safe
Here in my embrace is your place

Hush now,
Don’t say a word.
Hush now
Forget the world




Ignore it all.
The eyes who watch
The ears that listen
The conversations that stirs

Do not hold yourself to their standards of decency
To their thoughts of right and wrong.
Their morals and values are old fashioned
Not meant for man of this time.

Ignore the people you’ve robbed.
The tears you’ve caused
The hopes you crushed

ARG

Waiting,
Twiddling thumbs,
Humming.

Foot tapping
Eyes rolling
twisting fingers
strand of hair
and time lingers

huff and puff
pretend not to care

call me if you dare ;)

ANGRY STUFF :D

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Inhale it
Except it as it is,
For it is,
What it is
Exhale all you wish it was
And let it live
Do not let it fall
Do not let it break
As you think of this
Even before I wake
Do not think of what I am
Nor my past
Let this moment last
Do not think of my motives
Perhaps for a moment more
You will forget I am just a whore
But you can’t
I will forever be your slut
Your cunt, your bitch,
your whore.


Unfinished
I want to puke,
I want my heart ripped out and tossed to the floor,
I want it stomped on as you pass through that door,
Crushed with boot and heel,
Please I beg of you make me feel,

Rip my hair from end,
Spit in my face,
tell me I am a disgrace
let your fingers and nails rend.
my flesh,

In memory of Gre4

A villager has died today,
I heard those words with my soul,
My ears unable to understand,
I hang my head and grieve
For

A villager has died today,
I am told a name,
In my mind I see a face,
But I know nothing more
But it doesn’t matter,

A villager has died today,
And the whispers pass from door to door,
Among friend, enemy and neighbor
And the village grieves

A young man died today,
The newspaper says,
And the phones ring
And the church bells sing
And the city mourns

Strangers ask themselves,
How such a thing could happen,
To a boy they never knew,
How could such horror be true,
And the city folk grieve

A part of us died today,
And the village mourns
And the city grieves
And we bow our heads
And put out our hands
To hold those among us who have need
To cope with what we cannot understand
And the community bands
Together

To remember
A friend lost

In memory of Gre4